Monday, April 11, 2016

Still hurts.

I know I'm a one-trick pony, but there's no other place I can deposit this kind of thing, so I have to leave it here.

H just told me (again) that he wants a brother. He added that I "look like a two-brother mommy."

My taped-together heart unhinged once again.

Times like this, I question every decision I've made since 2012.


Brianna said...

I am so, so sorry.

Karen said...

I am so terribly sorry for all you have gone through and that you are in this situation.
My son was also born in 2010, and we have been on a long exhausting journey to try to give him a sibling since 2012. Just as I have been getting my head around seeing the positives of remaining a family of three, he is becoming more vocal about wanting a sibling : "Mommy, I wasn't sure before but now I really do want a little brother. I really hope this seed grows..." And I am heartbroken all over. I so hope for your wishes to come true, and for some sort of peace/serenity whatever the outcome.
All my thoughts are with you

Caroline said...

I'm sorry you aren't the kind of two-brother mommy you damn well deserve to be. You are, but it's not the same and not fair and I'm just so sorry.

Amelia said...

G's moved on and is advocating that we "go buy an orphan". Awkward.

Turia said...

Oh, Egg. I am so very sorry. I think of you so often.

Anonymous said...

I'm so sorry.
Thinking of you often, despite being a bad blogger and commenter.

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